I Wrote this when i was depressed is it good?

well the title says it all but i want your honest opinion please..i know its not that good so ima get peoplle saying "honestly it suks"haha...-----Life is ****** pointless, I can’t seem to see the point…nothing makes it better, not even rolling up a joint. Life is crappy, its nothing but hate, nothing to love, and nothing to appreciate. If life was a book, Id wanna skip till the end, I can’t seem to move on, I can’t seem to ascend. I don’t deserve to live, I wish I would die, I can’t take this world. I wish life was a lie. People dieing everyday, people getting hurt all the time, u think your life sucks, try living in mine. I was born wrong, I don’t know why, the only way I fall asleep, is if I do nothing but cry. I want to die soon, I want to die now. I don’t care how it goes, just do it somehow. What’s the meaning of life? Just trying your best? Please I’m ganna throw up, don’t tell me the rest. All of this I’m saying is oh so true, I hate my life, kill me wont you? I know this may seem wrong all that I’m saying but it’s the way I feel, im not even playing, I hate that people say something but den it’s a lie, then after a lot of times u say “dam I wanna ****** die!” if your ganna say I love you to someone you better mean it, because when u say those words they might do something crazy like believe it. I **** up to much, my life is hell, shoot me in the head, throw me down a well. **** it all I don’t care, I hate life a lot, it’s so unfair. Why do bad things happen to me? i really want to know, because for some reason my friends always have something good to show. If I had a point in life, I want to know what is it? I want to know where I belong, find out where the puzzle piece fit.